Poetry: "Anxiety"




slips in oh so sneaky,

appearing out of nowhere, weaving

its agitated fingers through her hair,

crawling up slowly from the nape of her neck

to the top of her head,

before plunging to her chest,

where it lodges, pressing

ribs to lungs.


Not you again, she mumbles.

Will this ever end?

Again, it’s here for no reason.

No abusive memories of the past churning

through her mind. No one said anything recently

to trigger her. Nothing happened to increase

her blood pressure

until


this demon-child of trauma descended, dragging

her fractured past

behind it, intent on pounding

her heart to a pulp and shattering

her soul.


But not today.

Things have changed.

Today she chooses to focus on the future,

to leave the past behind, refusing

to play anxiety’s terrorizing game.

Today admittance to her soul is denied.


Time to go, she warns.

This shop is closed.







Laura Stamps is the author of several chapbooks and books, including IN THE GARDEN, CAT DAZE, TUNING OUT, THE YEAR OF THE CAT, and more. Winner of the Muses Prize. Recipient of 7 Pushcart Prize nominations. Shortlisted in the Loft Books Poetry Competition. Her poems have appeared in The Penwood Review, Sledgehammer Lit, Boston Poetry Magazine, Amethyst Review, The Pittsburgh Quarterly, Crush Literary, among others. You can find her every day on Twitter at @LauraStamps16